Loki day 27

I feel at a loss as to what to write today, woke up in a lot of pain, and have been trying to function all day. My neck, upper back, and left shoulder are all stiff and achy like I lifted weights all night long (with a nursling bed-mate who wants to switch sides all night, I did…) and barely slept all night because of it.

Any movement seems to make it worse, but it is hard to avoid if I have to lift my two younger kids all day and whatnot. As I write this I have a muscle twitch in my back below my shoulder blade that feels like a guitar string is being strummed, quite annoying and painful. Ugh, I had forgotten my pain because I had several “normal” days compared to this, and now I am feeling it big time.

I got a bit of time outside today, and even got to clean up some trash around the apartments. I intended on only cleaning up around the dumpster and removing the plastic trash bag from the bushes to prevent animals from being injured. I ended up scouring the ground from one end to the other, and found enough trash to pack the plastic bag I found tightly. Might be why I am sore now, but I couldn’t abide leaving it the way it was, bits of Styrofoam, Popsicle wrappers, and much more…

It somehow always surprises me when I have this pain, as if out of the blue, instead of a chronic thing that boomerangs back at me… I hate it, I can’t exercise, play with my kids, clean my house, care for my kids, cook, or care for our pets when I can barely move.

Anyways, not much else going on, just struggling to move at all today.

About darkbookworm13

I am a proud mom to 3 beautiful girls, and married to the love of my life. I have been a practicing Witch since the summer of 2003, having studied many different paths over the years, ranging from Wicca, Goddess only worship (courtesy of StarHawk), Eclectic Paganism, Kitchen Witchcraft, Norse Paganism, Hearthcraft, Spiritual Luciferianism, and more. I have worked with the Futhark runes, Brian Froud's Faeries Oracle deck, Tarot decks, and I am currently working on a customized divination set based on collected items. I like to work with herbs, and gardening. I crochet and make handicrafts like wood burned items, paintings, drawings, toys, and hand sewn doll clothes for my daughters. The only title I call my spiritual path is Witchcraft, as using magic entwines deeply with the worship of the Gods who call me Their own. My Patron deity is Loki, who has chosen me as His kin.
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2 Responses to Loki day 27

  1. Almost like you’re tied down.

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