Pain, pain, go away…

Leave my innards alone for forever and a day…

Today’s letters are brought to you today by F and U, and by the number 12…

My insides feel twisted, scrunched, and raw, and nothing I have tried has helped in getting the symptoms to let up. I don’t know if my period is trying to start, if I have a stomach virus, or if I have an ovarian cyst.

All I know is I am doubled over in agony, can barely walk or stand, and the only thing that feels slightly better is pressing my knees into my pelvis.

Fun, fun, fun being me. Let me tell ya! It is buckets of enjoyment. Anyone want to take over being me so I can get a break? I can offer chocolates, ice cold water, homemade BBQ sauce on top of any meal you like, and wonderful foot massages… Just, someone, anyone, wanna step in and take over?

I don’t think I can keep going like this without some serious pain meds, or alcohol. And I used my last bit of vodka for magical stuff…

About darkbookworm13

I am a proud mom to 3 beautiful girls, and married to the love of my life. I have been a practicing Witch since the summer of 2003, having studied many different paths over the years, ranging from Wicca, Goddess only worship (courtesy of StarHawk), Eclectic Paganism, Kitchen Witchcraft, Norse Paganism, Hearthcraft, Spiritual Luciferianism, and more. I have worked with the Futhark runes, Brian Froud's Faeries Oracle deck, Tarot decks, and I am currently working on a customized divination set based on collected items. I like to work with herbs, and gardening. I crochet and make handicrafts like wood burned items, paintings, drawings, toys, and hand sewn doll clothes for my daughters. The only title I call my spiritual path is Witchcraft, as using magic entwines deeply with the worship of the Gods who call me Their own. My Patron deity is Loki, who has chosen me as His kin.
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