Month for Loki: Day 7 = Exhaustion

I feel as though I don’t have anything to offer today, this injury is sapping my reserves, and leaving me wishing for the oblivion of sleep. Traversing the stairs for bathroom trips has left me shaking, fighting sobs, and begging my muscles to calm down enough to let me rest.

I feel like I am out of spoons, out of energy, and out of distractions. Yet a sense of peace holds steady in the back of my mind, that despite the trials of having a meat shell, Loki’s influence in my life won’t be lost. Even if His presence feels distant at the moment, I have not been abandoned.

For being a deity associated with chaos and disorder, the bond I share with Him remains constant, and during the moments of agony that wracks my body in throbbing waves, I am so very grateful for Him adopting me as His child.

Hail Loki!

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About darkbookworm13

I am a proud mom to 3 beautiful girls, and married to the love of my life. I have been a practicing Witch since the summer of 2003, having studied many different paths over the years, ranging from Wicca, Goddess only worship (courtesy of StarHawk), Eclectic Paganism, Kitchen Witchcraft, Norse Paganism, Hearthcraft, Spiritual Luciferianism, and more. I have worked with the Futhark runes, Brian Froud's Faeries Oracle deck, Tarot decks, and I am currently working on a customized divination set based on collected items. I like to work with herbs, and gardening. I crochet and make handicrafts like wood burned items, paintings, drawings, toys, and hand sewn doll clothes for my daughters. The only title I call my spiritual path is Witchcraft, as using magic entwines deeply with the worship of the Gods who call me Their own. My Patron deity is Loki, who has chosen me as His kin.
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