Category Archives: Pain

New Year’s Eve

This year’s end is marked by one injury after another, it seems as though I am a part of a slap-stick comedy routine, but I don’t want to participate. I don’t even have to go out drinking or partying to … Continue reading

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A deal with the Devil

In my past, there was a time where I became so abused with Christianity that I went in the other direction. The motto “The enemy of my enemy is my friend” resonated with me then, and still does now. I … Continue reading

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Anniversary of loss

This post was in the works last night, but my web browser kept crashing, so many times in fact, that I took it as a sign I should wait to post this. Yesterday was the 18th anniversary of my Granny … Continue reading

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Corridors of Madness

Last night I was triggered for the first time in a long time into a spiral of memories about my past. I lay next to my husband to try and get some cuddles and rest before my nursling awoke again, … Continue reading

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Creating Chronic Pain Awareness (You can help!)

What condition(s) do you have that have led you to living with chronic pain? I have Fibromyalgia and Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, with some Osteoarthritis in my hands and various other joints. My list of symptoms include: Insomnia, fatigue, pain at … Continue reading

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Asking for help

I have wrestled with my health and physical limits for so long, I had forgotten how to ask for help when I need it. I feel discouraged and frustrated because my body cannot perform as it is supposed to, and … Continue reading

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Happenings

Things in our house has been a bit busy for lack of a better term. Chaos, insanity, head-splitting tantrums (the kids, not me, as much as I wanted to throw one myself), the change in weather causing everyone to be gunky … Continue reading

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Loki day 27

I feel at a loss as to what to write today, woke up in a lot of pain, and have been trying to function all day. My neck, upper back, and left shoulder are all stiff and achy like I … Continue reading

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Loki day 17

Today’s offering was difficult to focus on. My mind still feels scattered, especially after crying myself to sleep last night. My eldest got her teeth cast for braces this morning, and overall we had a good day. While she and … Continue reading

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Today pt. 2

Today has been a chaotic day topped with heaping piles of stress and fury rolled into a messy pile of shit. My eldest daughter sees a counselor for Generalized Anxiety Disorder, and told her counselor this morning that my ex … Continue reading

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