Category Archives: Personal Gnosis

Physical hardship TMI Warning… Gnosis and being given a new task….

Being able to write again has proved to be a challenge, not only to find the time or physical stamina, but also to find the words. A week ago I ended up in the ER with severe belly pain and … Continue reading

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The Arm Flail.

Originally posted on Mystical Bewilderment:
Yeah, this is about right. I often wonder if the gods find it amusing to watch their devotees going through the act of, what I deem officially from here unto forever, “Kermit Arm Flail Mode.”…

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Loki day 12: Super Moon hooplah

Apparently parts of the blog-o-sphere are all atwitter with this Full Moon being especially significant, and rushing about planning all sorts of elaborate rituals to honor, tap into, and feed from the energy being generated by the moon’s climax. And … Continue reading

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Loki day 5: Bed-rest and forced introspection…

I seem to be falling into a pattern of only being able to post on odd-numbered days, despite my efforts to do daily posts. In order to facilitate healing faster, I had to move upstairs to our bedroom to avoid … Continue reading

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Is this a lull? Why is everything so quiet?

Don’t let that title fool you though, my home is so often not quiet, that I’m not sure I have experienced more than one episode of  that during this year. My two youngest girls have discovered playing together, and are often chasing … Continue reading

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Still Alive!

So yeah…. I finished my college semester Monday, and have been sort of regrouping and whatnot since. I checked my grades, and thus far I have a B, and 3 pending final grades. I know I am passing Math, and … Continue reading

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Musings and thoughts

I came to the realization last night that I have felt more myself these past few days than I have in awhile. I am not certain how or when it set in, but I had felt withdrawn, unhappy, hopeless, and … Continue reading

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Working with the dead

Your cold flesh slides along my fingers easily, ice crystals still clinging to your belly, milky eyes gazing up towards the bare lightbulbs above me, clawed feet curled against your tail. Many of your kin line the crinkly trash bag, … Continue reading

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Ares in Chains

Originally posted on Aspis of Ares:
One of the things that I think is important to discuss in the onus of the recent sexual abuse allegations within the pagan community is the theological importance we levy to our gods. Sannion…

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Holy terror, and pieces falling into place…

I have had very strange dreams for the past few weeks, ever since I purchased my iron claw charms. Some images still stick with me, as well as a cold laughter echoing in my mind. The closest to the laughter … Continue reading

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