Tag Archives: Pain

A year ago

This… All of this. Ending one’s life is never the answer. Pass on this flame of hope to all, may the world blaze with the hope that death is not the answer.

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Month for Loki: Day 7 = Exhaustion

I feel as though I don’t have anything to offer today, this injury is sapping my reserves, and leaving me wishing for the oblivion of sleep. Traversing the stairs for bathroom trips has left me shaking, fighting sobs, and begging … Continue reading

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Loki day 5: Bed-rest and forced introspection…

I seem to be falling into a pattern of only being able to post on odd-numbered days, despite my efforts to do daily posts. In order to facilitate healing faster, I had to move upstairs to our bedroom to avoid … Continue reading

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Month for Loki: Day 3

I wasn’t able to do a post yesterday due to being laid up in the ER for slipping on some spilled water at our local Walmart and pulling muscles all along my right side. Thankfully nothing is broken, but walking … Continue reading

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Self-Harm Trigger Warning: Brace yourself, I’m pissed off and anxious now…

My mother just messaged me online to let me know my youngest brother is currently going through a mental health crisis, and threatening self-harm. After telling me that he had never gotten over his ex-girlfriend’s suicide attempt, and couldn’t be … Continue reading

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So a monthly visitor walks into a bar…

And holds up the whole place at gun-point demanding all of the booze, salty foods, chocolate, and cinnamon gum that they can find… Quelling my inner rage-murder-screaming is difficult, I haven’t had my period in about 4 years (all the … Continue reading

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Pain, pain, go away…

Leave my innards alone for forever and a day… Today’s letters are brought to you today by F and U, and by the number 12… My insides feel twisted, scrunched, and raw, and nothing I have tried has helped in … Continue reading

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Another ER trip

Last night I ended up heading into the ER for chest pain again. After blood work, an EKG, a chest x-ray, and waiting for about 4 hours, I was given the diagnosis of Pleurisy again, and sent home to rest. … Continue reading

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Ares in Chains

Originally posted on Aspis of Ares:
One of the things that I think is important to discuss in the onus of the recent sexual abuse allegations within the pagan community is the theological importance we levy to our gods. Sannion…

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Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck back pain

My 3 year old just wrenched every muscle I know the name of along the right side of my body, starting from my ass, all the way to my neck. I was dancing and jumping in place with my 13 … Continue reading

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