Tag Archives: The Past

Loki day 15-16

Honoring Loki today is special because this is the anniversary of marrying my husband. I have always felt that everything that has happened in my life led me to where I needed to be for my husband to come along. … Continue reading

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Loki day 5

Today’s offering for Loki have been buzzing around in my head, all dislodged by talking with my youngest brother last night. Settling on something to do for Loki is impossible, at least for now. He confessed to me that he … Continue reading

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Loki day 4

Last night I sketched a picture for Loki, but was unable to continue working on it after the pencil-work was done A clearer image is located here: Loki Artwork I want to use acrylic paints to color in the details, and … Continue reading

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Old Dreams

I have had a very specific dream follow me through my life, one that haunted me by hiding it’s true meanings, causing me to awaken screaming in terror and trying to run, only to feel as if my legs were … Continue reading

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Spell Jar

I realized that even though I call upon Magic to do certain things, I haven’t shared many ways in which I do that. Tonight was the last straw with a blood relative, and after an uncomfortable visit I created a … Continue reading

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That time of year again

In my family it is the wonderfully cheerful time of year known as Mother’s Day. With my husband and children it is a relaxing day of a few gifts, cuddles and lots of love. With my parents and siblings, however, … Continue reading

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Dem Bones, Fur, and a trip down Memory Lane

Ever since I began this blog, the idea of using bones in different ways has been calling to me. Dreams of skeletal figures cavorting around a fire with me, examining meat in the deli for remnants, or skulking about the … Continue reading

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Battle Cry 2009

What does it take to follow the dream? Tears have been cried, Blood’s been shed, Before we know it we all end up dead. Sacrifices made in vain, Watching our lives go down the drain. Who do we blame, For … Continue reading

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Eternity’s Scars 2009

I’m standing on a building face, Watching all the traffic below. What am I doing up here tonight? What is it I am trying to show? Yea, you bleed to be real… You scream to be real… You fall to … Continue reading

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Rant

Ok, I have been doing my best not to become political on this blog, I vote on what I believe in, sign petitions, and try to keep up on the important issues, but I am tired. These recent gun related … Continue reading

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